I’ve exhausted all my energy

I’ve been so used, miserable , let down and unappreciated that at the mere thought of happiness .. i cant accept that nor obtain it. 

the entirety of my happiness is the substance for my pain .. how do two coexist in my demise

You changed & left so instant so quick

I never seen it coming I never would of thought but you’re gone and I’m here

The coldest winter near , the sun slowely set over my heart tearing us apart leaving me in shreds & more frigid then ever

So so clever the coldest winter yet

It’s lost its authenticity cause everyone has tried the product and gotten the same result

feeling disheartened & under the moon

relaxing sulking in the peace & tranquility only that of a cold quiet house can suffice

you have a greater appreciation for the things that are so hard to obtain once they’re not in arms length and instant gratification ..

thanking my manipulated mind for realizing right and wrong , the right time and wrong time to surcome to the pompous ways of the world ..

don’t get tired of doing good .. but damn im tired emotionaly

sooo .. im going to stretch my ears again this time with the proper tools and knowledge so that’s pretty exciting only going to about a 2 or 4 Ive decided 00 is a bit too large for my taste and yes im being a pans but its just my preference and whos to know maybe once i dive in i might exceed my own expectations . wooden plugs seem just about right cant wait to order them , i will upload and keep pictures updated so keep in touch . [=